Showing posts with label community. Show all posts
Showing posts with label community. Show all posts

07 September, 2009

That Old Gangsta Shit! (and other ways we’ve been trikkked)

I am NOT a gang member. I AM a member of the Crip organization, but I am not a “gang” member.  What the fuck is the difference you ask? (I’m psychic too) Well, the fucking difference is I am a man who uses his own two feet to stand up. I do not run around with a pack of mark ass niggas that got down for protection. I bang on the United States of Amerikkka, not the innocent members of my own community. I fully understand my history, the history of my people and the struggle we’ve been in since being stolen away from our origins. I’m a B.O.S.S. in every sense. I am trying to organize my people as a whole, by organizing those around me to revolt against a SYSTEM that is designed to entrap us. Gang MEMBERS are like crack-cocaine in my view, both are very successful  methods of destroying and keeping tabs on “the hood,” great fucking job Amerikkka, we didn’t even see it coming.

How do you tame a panther? I’m not Steve Irwin, but I’m sure you’d first have to study the animal, its habits and its habitat and find the best way to trap it first. Even an ensnared panther seems dangerous though, so you’d probably have to drug it to get it to a stage of complicity. I have a couple of friends in the circus, so I’m pretty sure the next step would be to abuse the fuck out of that panther until it did what you wanted to do. After that, it gets a little easier to tame new panthers because they will follow the lead of the first broken panther. “WHAT THE FUCK SICC! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT CIRCUS ABUSE AND ANIMAL TAMING FOR!?,” you ask?  (Ok, maybe not this time… but anyway) I’m simply telling you what was done to US. Yeah fuckers, you’ve been broken and tamed on more occasions than you’d care to realize. Slavery did not end in 1865, and it still is not over.

Organize yourself in the same manner as the founders of this country did, to fight the injustices being served on us from a people who are not in our shoes, and could not represent us in any fashion, fight for the independence that you deserve, renounce their laws for laws that make sense for US, and you my friend are an enemy of the state. Guess what, George Washington, SUPER PATRIOT, was a TRAITOR to England. ALL OF THE FOUNDERS WERE. To those Blacks that believe the nation which declared its independence is also somehow YOUR nation, I pray for your awakening.

We were brought here to do the labor, not to be a part of this nation. If you believe that has changed, you’re mistaken. (To the dude throwing the Obama flag on the play, please be advised, Obama’s lineage does not take him back into being a product of Amerikkkan slavery, unless you count the slave masters in.) The young people of Black Amerikkka fail to realize that it wasn’t in 1865 that “Negroes” gained rights in this country. They fail to understand that the struggle continues. They fail to realize 50 years ago, isn’t that fucking long ago.

Yes, the auction blocks still stand in the south. Whites Only signs still linger here and there.  We are abused children, running into the arms of the same motherfuckers who whipped us bloody, because we don’t know anyone else to run to. RUN TO EACH OTHER. They have systematically destroyed every culturally and racially aware organization we’ve had. There was a time where the Black Family was a BEAUTIFUL FORCE to behold. A time when Black Men knew they had to protect the jewels that are our Black Women. A time when Black Women knew they had to SUPPORT the Black Man in order for all of us to make it through our struggle. I’ll be damned if Willie Lynch wasn’t a fucking genius. Hell, I’m damned because he was one.

OH, settle the fuck down you uppity fuckers who thought “HOW CAN HE SAY THAT, WILLIE LYNCH IS THE REASON THE BLACK FAMILY AND BLACK COMMUNITY IS DESTROYED.” That’s kinda exactly the point. It takes a beautiful mind to orchestrate something so horrible, that effectively. We still don’t trust each other, our women and our men are at odds, old versus young, light versus dark. USE EVERY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THEM TO SEPARATE THEM, he said. Look around you “my g,” are we not STILL divided amongst ourselves?  His guide to making slaves become their own enslavers has been working wonderfully since around 1712, and he guaranteed it for 300 years. THREE HUNDRED YEARS!? This man said “I have a plan, that’ll keep these niggers working the way you want them to for AT LEAST 300 years, and they will do the work for you without even knowing it.” IS THERE A GOD DAMNED SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGIST IN THE HOUSE? Please tell MY people that we are suffering from depression as a whole and what we’ve thought was normal life is actually an abusive relationship that we haven’t realized we don’t need to be a part of anymore…. Please?

Our Nation is the biggest threat to their nation, just like an abuse victims self-awareness and self-love is the biggest threat to an abuser. The control (or loss of control) over a victim, starts inside the heart of the victim, not the hands of the victimizer. We’ve tried to organize Our Nation on many occasions, the leaders of these revolts against mental slavery were murdered in the same manner that run-away slaves were hunted and executed. KEEP THE REST OF THE PACK AFRAID TO FOLLOW IN THE FOOTSTEPS OF THE BRAVE FEW. Good tactic. MAKE YOUR ENEMY BECOME ITS OWN ENEMY. Great tactic!

After the sabotage of the Black Panther Party and all other similar parties…. Oh wait a second, if you didn’t know that these were political parties aimed at establishing a government that was considerate to the plight of the Black Family, exit now. These were not “renegade hooligans” who were knocking over liquor stores and selling crack and heroin under the guise of being a pro-Black organization. These were legitimate conduits of change in the community, that were destroyed by the same CIA that trained Bin Laden and then labeled him a terrorist. Oh yeah, you can look that shit up on the interweb so its believable, but if I tell you that crack and heroin were introduced to destroy our community, I’m a conspiracy theorist right? FUCK YOU.

How did the drugs get to be so abundant amongst a people who had no means of acquiring them on their own? Do some research. Then do some more and find out things like COCAINE was SPECIFICALLY outlawed for NEGROES. Oh yeah bitch, it’s true. Slaves were given coke to make them work harder, white men took it recreationally. Savage beasts that they can be, the coked up white men commited countless acts of rape, murder, robbery etc. However, why should a white man go down for something he can say a nigger did? PSSSSSSSH. SWIFTLY, the rampages were blamed on the “lesser mind of the nigger males being unable to handle the effects in the same elegant manner of the white male. Yeah homie, your brain isn’t built for drugs, theirs is. Every drug that was ever outlawed was outlawed because of racial and/or financial motivation. Anyway, you now introduce the method to take out ALL semblance of unity, through drugs. Break a couple niggers away from the pack, then coax them into pushing the shit that’ll cripple all of the people around them. Create a system where they do your bidding by pushing narcotics, and then lock them up when they’ve served their purpose…. You know, cause like Osama, these people are NOW terrorists, destroying Amerikkka.  GOOD SHOW!

Who better to use for this plan than the bastards of the Black Panther party, which was dismantled through calculated assassinations and dissemination of drugs and anti-Black propaganda, by the way. Crips and Bloods could have been the biggest threat Amerikkka had faced since it declared independence from England. Luckily, Willie Lynch’s guarantee held true. The war against them, that we THOUGHT we’d win by trying to get enough fast money together to get the munitions and supplies we needed for the battles, became a war against ourselves. How? Well, like the man T. Rodgers said, gangs are full of nothing but cowards and children. What started more as the military extension of the values we were trying to instill (self love, self pride, self awareness, and true independence) became the back door for us to be infiltrated. Grown men commanding KIDS to do things they would not do themselves. “Why We Bang” can not be documented in DVDs promoting the divide of our people. Why we bang, is in the heart of every self-aware
Black person in this country. We bang for what we deserve as a people. We bang against those who oppress us. We bang toward the revolution. REVOLT REVOLT REVOLT!!!

You want to be a REAL Gangsta? Organize your hood in a fashion that stops the old people from being afraid of the young and promotes interaction among EVERYONE, fear of each other keeps us separated. Help everyone you can in any way you can, allowing those around us to fall increase the chance that we will as well. Support your community, serve yourselves. Police
yourself, act accordingly and when you see someone acting out of line, do not be afraid to address it. We don’t need no stinkin’ badges! Follow the guidelines laid down by OUR forefathers, Malcolm, Marcus, Dr. King etc. UNITY is a must!!!!

Love, Life, Loyalty, Knowledge, Wisdom, Understanding, Dedication, Determination, Discipline <- that’s that real gangta shit. Next time you see a gang member, ask him what his gang about, then ask him what HE’s about… if he can’t answer both questions in a positive way, make him drop his flag. Tell him sicc said so.

Now pardon me while I go write a rhyme about killing niggas and selling drugs and fucking bitches. Don’t support any of my music that sounds like that, that’s for *them* to feed on, and more importantly, pay me for… The REAL shit is free, Turn OFF the radio. Get activated. See what the streets are REALLY ABOUT. Don’t get bamboozled!

04 September, 2009

Fresh Out The Bookings?!?

As you may or may not know, I've been no stranger to handcuffs in my life so far, this last trip to central bookings may just have been the most profound however:

Since my 1st adult arrest (I was a week into 18) it's seemed that everybody always expects ME to know how their case looks. Maybe the glasses scream 'the nerd knows!', fuck it. Now there are always "bullpen lawyers" ready to say "what you here for? .... Oh you gonna do X amount of time." Fuck those guys, they're shook and hoping your case is more serious than theirs so they can go home after the judge is satisfied with enough cases bigger than their shit. Myself, on the other hand, I don't care why anyone else is here but I always get clung to. I'm no giant dude either... but I mean, dudes give up seats, I rock the phone all day type shit (without saying "I'm so and so".) Anyway, this occasion was no different, except for me having a massive tension headache from the day before, so I'm Mr. Security Blanket again. This time though, I heard some shit I hadn't heard as much before, A LOT. "I just want to see my kid(s)." Not so odd you'd think, but its been my experience that most heads just wanna touch the hood again and be free to keep doing what they did before. This time, the amount of minority men concerned about their kids was staggering, considering the stereotypes and location we were in. I won't get into why I was there but I'm talking dudes from the trap house to dudes with bodies to dudes that spit on the sidewalk (yeah, seriously,) and everybody wanted to get back to being 'DAD'. Of course I was one of them, but I knew I was going home soon... so did they LOL. I called home and my kids said "nah, we not worried," my daughter actually said "worry about what? I'll see you soon, I know that, you're superdad!" Off that, I knew no matter what, I was going home ASAP but I digress.

The amount of YOUNG minority males who were active in their kids' lives, regardless of what they did outside of home, was so contradictory to the hype it got me to thinking... "WHY?" Not why are they involved, but WHY THE FUCK aren't we home with our kids instead of in these cells thinking about them. The masses and the media want us to believe the "hood" is full of criminally inclined dead-beat dads. (Fuck dead-beats by the way.) What the hood is full of is people trying to get by. People trying to succeed from a failing position, in a failing community, abandoned by failing systems under failing administrations. In simple terms, shit is fucked up out here yo!

When the average inmate is leaving at least 1 child minus a parent, there's a lot that's going be wrong with the children of tomorrow. Our kids are becoming accustomed to seeing us get arrested, incarcerated, and at worst, gone forever. It's almost like saying it's okay when it becomes so regular. It's not fucking OK. Our children need guidance, guidance away from these spider web ass systems and toward freedom and success. We can not secure our future from inside cells. A boy needs to see what a man is to become one and a girl needs to see what a real man is so that she seeks a real man and not a regret, the same with having a real woman around.

Previous generations fought so that we wouldn't have to. The real OG's didn't want us to be like them, at constant war. They battled against THEM so that we could be free to do US. Instead we're battling US at the benefit of nobody but THEM. This needs to stop NOW. There needs to be a community again. UNITY being the key part of that word. We need to police ourselves instead of being policed. This happens with communication, will, and effort.

Go knock on your neighbor's door and introduce yourself. Be in other people's business from up close, and help them when they need it instead of talking behind their backs. You're raising every child who knows you, step up and be a good parent ALWAYS; whether you have biological kids or not! Organize a community event. Attend one. We can not win the war on our families if we do not become a family as a whole. And by no means be mistaken, this is a WAR against our family structure.
That's the realest shit ever. Think on it.
Damn it felt good to be FRESH outta bookings!

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